Sometimes You Want To Scream and Then Be Hugged. SOMETIMES

Sometimes pity parties are necessary. Sometimes you should eat 9 baked ruffles for dinner. Sometimes you should start to do dishes but then decide that you can't. Sometimes your eye itches and you inadvertently make it sting and be way worse from trying to rub the itch away. Sometimes you should watch Muppet Babies and remember that having a sense of wonder is important. Sometimes you are really worried that the decorative dragon you got for your fish is actually scaring your fish and that maybe you should take it out for your fish's mental health.

Also, goat parade.

On Missing My Internet Audience

I don't have anything to say right now, but I felt like I was neglecting you.

You being the 4ish people that read this.

like a BOSS

EDIT: YOU GUYS - I THOUGHT THIS POST WAS LOST TO THE INTERNET HATE MACHINE BUT IT WAS MAGICALLY RESTORED. I was thinking of you! 

Endure Suffering As Stoically As Possible

Increasingly I feel as though my expectations of people, situations etc are constantly not being met. As this was becoming apparent I, a first, strongly believed that it was people sucking but now I think I am probably the cause. I am spending too much time in my head thinking about what I'd like things to be like and getting disappointed that it isn't like the picture in my mind. I end up not savoring the different than expected joys.

I need to ask more questions and not be afraid of the answers. Also, more "shhh, just let it happen."

I Love

this website.

The Long Road Home

While driving home today...

... a bird ran into the side of my car while I was at a stop sign. I believe this to be the equivalent of a human running into a pole while walking down the street.
... I saw a lifted truck with barbed wire decals all over it. It made me appreciate San Diego that much more.



IT'S THE LITTLE THINGS THAT MATTER.

Oh My God Bless America

So you know how they often ask famous people which actor or actress would play them in a bio-picture. I think I can say with complete confidence that if sex did not matter (like with Cate Blanchett as Dylan in I'm Not There) I would chose Mandy Patinkin to play me. The reasons are as follows: a. INIGO MONTOYA b. Criminal Minds c. Dead Like Me d. his voice e. swagga f. totally looks like me, obvs.

Happy 4th of July! Go America!




And finally, here is some weird shit and more reasons to hate pregnancy: WTF!

This Too Now

http://mineforaday.tumblr.com/

iLike

Things I like:

1. sports - hockey, college football, pro football, water polo, swimming, and everything else. Especially live.
2. watching boys play video games.
3. interior decorating
4. orange
5. lynchburg lemonades
6. lox bagels
7. naps
8. daydreaming about ideal relationships with boys that I like IRL
9. lolcats, loldogs, matching faces, pundit kitchen, graph jam, fail blog, engrish, cake wrecks, photoshop disasters, gofugyourself, ontd, it's lovely i'll take it.
10. Dave, Chris Clark, Matty P, Rey Maualuga and the entire USC football team (espcially whoever was in Ralphs tonight), Lofa Tatupu
11. the word adorable
12. saying Mexico, Richard and bananas at inappropriate times
13. Since U Been Gone
14. Southern Comfort
15. Dr. Pepper
16. Southern Comfort in Dr. Pepper
17. my computer in all of her glory


that is it for now.