BRB Crying.

I'm sick of seeing you cry and wasting all your time on someone who will never care enough.

The universe doesn't owe you anything. Never forget this.

"We are so convinced of the goodness of ourselves, and the goodness of our love, we cannot bear to believe that there might be something more worthy of love than us, more worthy of worship. Greeting cards routinely tell us everybody deserves love. No. Everybody deserves clean water. Not everybody deserves love all the time."
— Zadie Smith White Teeth

Mixed Bag

I apologize in advance for how lame, depressing and emo this post is about to be.

Sometimes leaving San Diego seems like a really great idea. Maybe I'd be going out on Thursday nights instead of wearing an oversized sweatshirt and self-loathing. Though, I doubt anything would be different if the scenery changed. I was going to post a picture of me looking sad via webcam but then I looked ass-y. So instead here is my red cup with white zinfandel in it.

Cup: Classy, Contents: Classier

Need to cheer up and be positive. Too hard tonight. Tomorrow though. I got this.

I should really just sleep instead...

Sometimes it breaks my heart that I can count on one hand the number of times my friends from Los Angeles have come down to San Diego to see me.

I feel like I am fading away.